going back to xanax

Had the longest dream last night an old friend from school was dying

and I was there with her and her family

She was agonizing

and were waiting for her to die

already in the funerary house

and I cried and cried

couldn't stop crying

and she was in pain so I was giving her anesthesia

so she wouldn't feel so much pain

and everyone was waiting for her to die

and she was holding my legs while agonizing cause I was with her in her bed  keeping her company

and then she finally died

and I was so sorry for her family

and for her because she was young and beautiful and talented

and then she began moving

but not alive anymore

just like dead movements

empty movements

the movements of the dead

So we put her in the coffin

and I was checking on her every once in a while

and she was getting bigger and bigger

swollen with putrefaction already

and she couldn't fit in the coffin

and she had her eyes open

and then she closed them as if she was sleeping  and I woke up