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lunes, 12 de mayo de 2014

chandelier

Uno de los mejores videos que he visto en mucho tiempo.

Me hace recordar a la niña loca que vive dentro de mi.

La cancion tiene que ver con el alcoholismo. A mi entender con cualquier tipo de adicción.

Una niña abandonada. Vive en una casa donde sus padres estan ausentes-presentes. Simula que tiene una vida.




Party girls don't get hurt
Can't feel anything, when will I learn
I push it down, push it down

I'm the one "for a good time call"
Phone's blowin' up, they're ringin' my doorbell
I feel the love, feel the love

1,2,3 1,2,3 drink
1,2,3 1,2,3 drink
1,2,3 1,2,3 drink

Throw em back, till I lose count

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist
Like it doesn't exist
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry
I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier

And I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
On for tonight

Sun is up, I'm a mess
Gotta get out now, gotta run from this
Here comes the shame, here comes the shame

1,2,3 1,2,3 drink
1,2,3 1,2,3 drink
1,2,3 1,2,3 drink

Throw em back till I lose count

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist
Like it doesn't exist
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry
I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier

And I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
On for tonight.

jueves, 8 de mayo de 2014

going back to xanax


Had the longest dream last night
an old friend from school was dying
and I was there with her and her family 
She was agonizing 
and were waiting for her to die 
already in the funerary house 
and I cried and cried 
couldn't stop crying 
and she was in pain so I was giving her anesthesia 
so she wouldn't feel so much pain 
and everyone was waiting for her to die 
and she was holding my legs while agonizing cause I was with her in her bed 
keeping her company 

and then she finally died 
and I was so sorry for her family 
and for her because she was young and beautiful and talented 
and then she began moving 
but not alive anymore 
just like dead movements 
empty movements 
the movements of the dead 

So we put her in the coffin 
and I was checking on her every once in a while 
and she was getting bigger and bigger 
swollen with putrefaction already 
and she couldn't fit in the coffin 
and she had her eyes open 
and then she closed them as if she was sleeping 

and I woke up